Category: Why I Fight

  • Using Visual Media to Survive: For Motivation

    My life was difficult, participating in normal life was overwhelming. It often took all I had to simply make it through the day and then I’d have absolutely nothing left. So for years I’d turn on Law & Order: SVU and watch an episode or two or three. The suffering I’d see – fictionalized yet…

  • Why Do I Fight?

    Why Do I Fight?

    I’m 38 years old as I write this. 38 years. Over 13,870 days. I’m still young and yet old…and on so many occasions I have thought how sweet it would be to simply not exist. No more pain. No more struggle. No more failing. No feelings. More times than I’m eager to admit I’ve wished…